| | i cannot believe it.... i have been leaving my Xanga behind for so long
again. well, i do really feel bad... believe me! that's why i am up at
23:15 and typing a new entry. i had been trying to sleep since 22:00,
but i kept feeling bad for my Xanga, that's why i decided to get up and
write an entry. dear Xanga, i havent forgotten you! (i would use Sie if
i would write in german, see, you are so important to me! heeeeheeee)
so what have i been up to so long, well, in fact not much exciting
things. have been almost everyday the same, take care Sonya and seeing
her grow up. cannot believe that she is 2 months and a half old
already. time suddenly passes so fast. she was like a little doll on
the first day, now she can smile all the time and keeps her head up for
a while already. today when we were eating at the chinese restaurant,
thomas tried to let her sit on the table... she could really hold her
head for quite a long time. she is one little amazing lady. sometimes i
feel really amazing how God made human being, baby can learn so fast
and so good! ahh... i love my daughter very much. dear Xanga, sorry,
she is still my daughter, so it is normal that i love her more than
loving you.... hahahaa
our Golden Oktober was finally finished. after changing to winter time,
weather started to be very sad, pretty cold and rainy. as usual, i have
the "changing time" sickness. i still cannot get used to the new time,
even tho. it is only one hour more, i feel like i am suffering heavy
jetlag. i feel very sleepy most of the time. i know it sounds a bit
crazy, but i am like that every year. Sonya also got little problem
with it, on firday night, she slept at 22:30, and woke up at 01:30,
wanted to eat.... ahh... but last night was better, she could sleep for
8 houts again. somehow i think the reason i feel sleepy is because even
tho. Sonya doesnt really needs to have mid-night milk, but myself wake
up at 3 to 4 oclock everynight automaticly.... so even she allows me to
have full 6 to 8 hours sleep, i break it myself, too. ahh... maybe it
is part of mothernood.
thomas's company is keeping him very late now. before when he went to
work early enough, he could leave office around 16:30 to 17:00, but
now, they have a stupid rule, the boss wants them to stay until
18:00... after he does shopping and comes back, it would be probably
around 19:00 to 19:30, we have so less time to spend together now. esp.
when he is at home and Sonya is awake, i would want him to spend time
with her instead of being with me. everyweek, we are so looking
forwards to the weekend to come. thomas is totally angry about the new
rule. he is trying to get a new job now. hope he can get one soon, so
that we can have family life again! dear Xanga, yes, i wanna spend more
time with Thomas, he is my husband! of cos i will make time for you,
too.
Chirstmas is coming, this year with Sonya together, we start our
Chirstmas shopping earlier. we had found persents for my parents in law
already, they are usually the most hard part, strangly, we have done it
kinda easy this year. well, in fact, for me, looking for persent for
thomas is even harder, all he wants this year is a new job, which, i
cannot really help. ahh... i think it will take a while again, like
every year!
okay, the Battery is almost finished, i will try to write as often as i know, in order to have good sleep.... hehehehee
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